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| Wednesday, October 31st, 2007 | | 3:23 pm |
| | Wednesday, September 12th, 2007 | | 11:23 am |
Good God Damn
I havent posted in this thing for over a year. Thats like crazy. Haha. My life hasnt really been that great, but school, comics, video games, drawing and other things have kept me alive, and afloat during this time. Prolly battled mom about 400 times, nearly got kicked out the house frequently, and all this other fun shit that makes life that much more intresting. But I'm alive now...kicking and in my first semester of my second year at college. So Im trying to make the most of things for the most part.. Current Mood:  confused | | Friday, March 24th, 2006 | | 9:27 pm |
| | 8:54 pm |
Wow.
Its been a while since I last posted. :P And im sorry for that. Totally forgot I had this thing. :D Ive been fine, doing a lot of art work and hell might post some with it if im in a good enough mood. Allright, Im still around if you wanna know. So just talk to me when you feel like. Im still around. :D | | Monday, October 10th, 2005 | | 5:32 pm |
Fuck it All.
Do I give up? Do...I throw it all away. I dont have much left to hold onto...to tell you the fucking truth. I hold a lot of things in question at the moment. My relationship with friends and family... My mother... I... cant beat around the bush about it. She hates my fucking guts, and I hate hers just as equally. Actually..I cant hate her because shes my mom. She gets extremly mad, curses at me, throws shit at me...makes me feel like shit. "Oh WHY CANT YOU BE LIKE KRYSTLE OR MITCH OR YOUR FRIENDS??" I had talked back. I was like, "Cause Im my own person, You never EVER listen to me." Every time, she draggs me taking shit to my friends houses in conversations totally irrelevant to it. She hates me...despises me...I dont have people to tell this to. And if I say so...It doesnt matter. Cause they could give the least bit of a fucking damn. They have their own fucking problems. Why worry about stupid E? Man...Im so fucking pissed Im crying as I type this. Yeah, Im a guy and fucking crying, suck it the fuck up. She doesnt acknowledge my talents. "So what if you draw? Why dont you play on a school sport team?" "Oh, so What if youre good with computers and can make decent web-thingies, why dont you pull out A's Liek Krystle?" I reply, "Cause mom, she onyl had 3 fucking classes last year. I have a full damn schedule!" "So?" And she kept going...to the point she said get the fuck out of my house...so guess what? On my way to the door...she just keeps this bull shit up...says fuck you and all that jazz. I couldnt hold it in anymore. I said...and I quote, "If you gave the least bit of a fuck about me, you would listen to me. Its not my friends...or what others do that shapes me...its what you, dad, and others do, that shapes me. And if you dont care, You can take that shit, and do it to your sisters, cause no way in fucking hell am I going to be your vessel for anger anymore." Got up...and left. Im here...typing this right now...my head not here. It doesnt matter...what I really have to say anymore. It fuckign doesnt. Ill throw in the damn towel when it comes to life. Cause Im sick and fucking tired. You dont have to reply to this shit if you dont want to...Hell dont even bother reading this... I leave you to your business. | | Thursday, September 8th, 2005 | | 6:10 am |
New Artywork
Yo, im a bit better now. Hehe. Just chillin, got new artwork up. Now its just time to chill I guess. ^_^ - E Current Mood: artistic | | Wednesday, August 31st, 2005 | | 5:54 pm |
Peace
Yo...its me. Black. Again. Family's getting a little out of hand...but it doesn't matter, really I mean, cause its their problem why should I feel bad or get involved... I think I know why. Cause mom claims she doesn't want me involved, but she whips out guilt trips as if they were candy to kids. Senior year is enough. I don't need more shit on my plate. But on the upside...Ill get working on my comic again...and I wanna keep working on my new were leopard chr... I think I might make her a mix now. Part Ussgai tiger (for abnormal strength and her build), part leopard (For the look and the leg power) and I dunno what else. Anyways...I'm happy...not completely...but ill be there soon. Anyways, wish me luck. Pizzeace. Need to talk, you can reach me. Current Mood: confused | | Tuesday, August 30th, 2005 | | 8:24 pm |
First Post
Hi hi. Pretty new to Live Journal...but have a Xanga and a Myspace. Anyways, hello. First journal post. Hehe. Anyways, well, just popped in to say whats up. And you'll see much more later from me. Wanna know anything contact me. ^_^ Current Mood: artistic |
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